In your judgement
I wrote the story, the story that you read.
About how I loved too much and was happy before love got
sour.
How I got my heart broken.. feels the pain through my veins
in every breath I take.
Lives in the memories of my past lover, the memories that
torment me
The
story of how I can’t live without him
One
of my life as a mess over betrayal
A
story of my defense,
Of
how I am unable to love again.
You
wondered how I could write such a piece so sad about my private life for the
public to read.
A
story of how I lost touch of reality, of all around me but once he quit, reality blew me so hard
You
judged me, mocked me,
You
cried and sobbed at times
You looked at me in different dimensions, you felt pain
through your soul to your toes.
It sounded like it was my true life story, that I was
narrating on a paper.
It hit your mind like I was experiencing what you are going
through at the moment.
Reading your heart secrets and desires.
The story that you felt like it talked of my past and
current situation
On one end, you pitied me, you comforted me, you sympathized
with the writer.
Your right eye saw an attention seeker, you comprehended I
should keep my shit to myself,
At times, you reflected it was wise I shared my feelings,
betrayal and rejection.
“Even in the arms of a
new lover, I will always feel like am cheating on you.”
You concluded that was
you.
It is okay I know you did much more than these,
What you didn’t know in your judgement was, you
were the girl I was talking about. It is you who defends yourself on
claims of heartbreak…..,
reflecting of how you killed her dreams,
The girl in your mind right now,, that story is her
confession
Broke her heart, watched her bleed to unconsciousness…
In your judgement, saying the author is nagging
Just know that everybody has gone through something that has
changed them in a way they can never go back to the person they were before.
The most important part of communication is hearing what isn’t
said and reading what isn't written. Never give any soul the pleasure of seeing you down; not even a single being, Just like I did to
your misjudgment. Learn rewarding loyalty with loyalty and disloyalty with
distance.
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